what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal (for me)

If only this society could treat psychological illness the same as they treat physical iillnes, I think there won’t be many people who suffer from unnecessary pain from hiding their illness.  I’d like to describe vividly what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal. The longest streak this bastard has ever conquer me is around […]

hope

It has been a while since I post something positive, hasn’t it?  Trying something new won’t hurt I think and this is why I try to write something positive about hope. You know this year up until this very second, I haven’t been feeling really well. Starting on late January, everything started to fall apart. […]

another depression story

How bad depression is? It’s worse than what you can imagine. Imagine your hobby, and you want to do it, but you cannot find any motivation to do it. No, it’s not being lazy. It’s just, you don’t know what’s keeping you from doing it, but you don’t anyway.  There are many aspects of depression. […]

Sunday, March 24th 2019

This blog gets a little bit personal each time, doesn’t it? This is Sunday morning and I’m feeling like sharing about myself (again). I recently discovered I love peaceful and quiet morning. I love how it gives me calmer mind to think about everything that happens in my life, how it gives me time to […]

Friday, March 22nd 2019

It’s Starbucks tumbler day and I’m not feeling great about it like I used to. I was actually about to write here last night but my game caught me in the middle of it and didn’t intend to let me go before I wasted a long time with it. Ended up it was already 12PM, […]

Sunday, March 3rd 2019

Hi, it’s me again. Writhing should be a catharsis for me. Been a long time since I write here. And actually, it feels kinda good. To finally be able to write about my feelings and my thoughts honestly, pouring so naturally without any limitation. What I’ve been feeling lately is indescribable. Yes, I feel angry, […]

honest feeling

“How beautiful it is to be human.
That we can fall asleep drowning in tears and pain but wake to a new sunrise on a new day with a dry face.” – Cherry & Steiner, 2018.

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