Thursday, September 19th 2019

At first I thought I’m going to write in Indonesian, yet I decided to write in English instead. Too cringe for me to write in my native language. It has something to do with my previous experience, I think, that I got mocked for writing about my feelings in Indonesian by an acquaintance back then […]


It has been a while since I post something positive, hasn’t it?  Trying something new won’t hurt I think and this is why I try to write something positive about hope. You know this year up until this very second, I haven’t been feeling really well. Starting on late January, everything started to fall apart. […]

Sunday, March 24th 2019

This blog gets a little bit personal each time, doesn’t it? This is Sunday morning and I’m feeling like sharing about myself (again). I recently discovered I love peaceful and quiet morning. I love how it gives me calmer mind to think about everything that happens in my life, how it gives me time to […]

babbling about passion and work

Have you ever think where you really wanna go for the next 10 years? Have you feel like suffocating when you couldn’t find the answer to that question? Have you ever felt lost and wanting to give up so badly in life because you couldn’t seem to figure out what is your life purpose? Should’ve […]

finding God through Super Junior

What a title, isn’t it? 🙂 Yet it’s true. That’s what happened to me recently. I cannot say that I’m a religious person after all. I often had doubts upon my faith, often stumbled into confusion when I tried to get closer to God. I questioned my faith, my christianity, my spiritual life. Because things […]

Looking back: Life Class of 2018

Been a while since my last post. So many things has changed. Mostly, myself. I learned so much this year. This past few months teach me a lot of things. A few lessons I can share here are: Family is important, no matter how tough your family can be. Recovery is not an easy journey. […]

Entering 20s

Turning 20 today. Big thanks to God that I manage to survive until this day. A lot of things has been wandering in my mind. Things that are meant to be seriously considered due the fact that I’m no longer a teenager. Now I’m a young adult. Another phase of life has begun. First thing […]


“Menjadi dewasa itu tidak mudah. Perlu perjuangan, air mata, keringat, rasa sakit, kehilangan, patah hati, kehancuran, luka, sampai rasanya tidak sanggup lagi melangkah maju.” Aku akan coba menulis dalam bahasa ibuku. Bahasa Indonesia. Ini di luar kebiasaanku. Hanya saja, kali ini aku ingin lihat apakah aku lebih bebas bereskpresi dalam bahasa Indonesia. Dan apakah aku […]

finding God

Everything happened for a reason, and I truly believe it. I can’t say that I’m a faithful believer, but I find God through my hardships. Here’s my story for today. Today has been a rough day for me. Rain was pouring down since dawn until the day changed into night. I couldn’t get to class […]