what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal (for me)

If only this society could treat psychological illness the same as they treat physical iillnes, I think there won’t be many people who suffer from unnecessary pain from hiding their illness.  I’d like to describe vividly what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal. The longest streak this bastard has ever conquer me is around […]

honest feeling

“How beautiful it is to be human.
That we can fall asleep drowning in tears and pain but wake to a new sunrise on a new day with a dry face.” – Cherry & Steiner, 2018.

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giving up

things are started to getting out of hand. thoughts of giving up creep into me. i start losing people i love, one by one, they go away first they walk away slowly, then the pace turns faster and when i realize, i have no one already.   never thought i’m good at keeping relations, a […]

i want to live

as i’m typing for this post, i was thinking, “where the hell are the drafts i’ve made?” turns out the page has not been loaded a hundred percent. hahahaha.   it’s getting pretty late. the sun is rising in less than an hour. i haven’t got to sleep yet. this is not my first time, […]