Thursday, September 19th 2019

At first I thought I’m going to write in Indonesian, yet I decided to write in English instead. Too cringe for me to write in my native language. It has something to do with my previous experience, I think, that I got mocked for writing about my feelings in Indonesian by an acquaintance back then […]

what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal (for me)

If only this society could treat psychological illness the same as they treat physical iillnes, I think there won’t be many people who suffer from unnecessary pain from hiding their illness.  I’d like to describe vividly what it feels like to be depressed and suicidal. The longest streak this bastard has ever conquer me is around […]

Pre-Menstrual Dysphoric Disorder – a diary

If you’re a guy, or at least you address yourself as one, you may not experience this symptomatic cycle for at least once a month, don’t you? If you have a girlfriend, you may know that if your girl is on PMS, so you better be good. PMS is what happens before the bloody days […]

finding God

Everything happened for a reason, and I truly believe it. I can’t say that I’m a faithful believer, but I find God through my hardships. Here’s my story for today. Today has been a rough day for me. Rain was pouring down since dawn until the day changed into night. I couldn’t get to class […]